You cannot see a broken spirit even though it’s there.

1875 sleepless nights, afraid to wake up to the heinous way of life I was ordered to become accustomed.

I am not good at a lot of things, one of them being taking orders.

So I cried, and I cried the tears finally subsided and I cry from joy of watching him grow.

In America; on average, a woman in the United States will cry 30 to 67 times per year.

I have cried 1875 days and nights that is five years,

2,700,000 hours

Although, still

I am stuck in 2015 and I cannot get off the bathroom floor the day you left that’s where I stayed for six hours. I am so sorry I wasn’t well and I couldn’t tell you goodbye