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And there in lies your problem:
It was different when you pretended I was dead. For the past 10 years, I tried with all my might to remind myself what a monster you are. I tell anyone who is interested in me long enough to ask, “why are you so fucked up, what happened to you?” I was thrown away so…
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I have a feeling l used to be something;
To whom it may concern, I am a victim of a violent crime and have lost my housing because of this. I am currently homeless and living on the streets most of the time unless I get the money together and rent a hotel room for the night. I’m telling someone because it occurs to…
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To whom it may, or may not concern.
Please excuse Joslynn from today. Possibly yesterday as well. I wasn’t there to see if she needed an excuse yesterday. But as history has been repeating itself. She’ll probably need a few from last week as well. This is the doctor, my name is of little importance, seemingly just like hers. More than likely no…
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Red licorice
I happened upon his doorstep, in late June of 2015. In hindsight, I can see Mr. Esq was the person that was supposed to reign me in, Gary’s way to control by proxy. Mr. Esq. Was my first step. I had been “thrown away” so many times I didn’t even realize my wardrobe was consistent…
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Surprise me, I don’t need or want to plan that.
That’d be cool. But you’re the first person I’ve told and I don’t think I’m ready to talk about it yet. Until I know more at least. I never tell anyone about my health, I’m embarrassed to be so sick and on my own. The only thing I’ll say about it is I’ve got annoyingly…
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I get a little closer to closing this chapter.
It’s something. I guess, a person like me, I should be happy with anything I get. The shit sandwiches and black eyes. After all, I have been and believed I was, something you flush. I love my son, I wasn’t allowed to see him for 6 years because I have a mental illness. OCD. And…
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Of little value.
Of little valueThis is why I want to work so badlyI do t need to, I haven’t for some timeI have a person who loves me enough to try and protect me from my self destruction I don’t want for a thingWhenever I need for anything it is a simple text away Never mind any…
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I was hardcore, first.
hardcore All of my life and now I have created one What gave me the right to spew soapbox edits of my life interpretation of what’s going to happen to the person that I loved be more than everything since before I met him? I love him so much, I feel myself die every time…
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If I was something someone noticed, that person would probably notice this. Please listen.
speechify.app.link/NVwwel5TP0b
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Forgotten memories
I stumbled across an entire year of writing one sleepless night. This, these essays are originals and they were written during the darkest, and most enlightening time in my life. A time I didn’t think I’d survive, but I survived. Dead on my insides, dangerously dead. I am so good at surviving I almost believe…
I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound.
She held her breath and jumped. My personal blog.
I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound. 