I am not saying “I hear voices,” I’m not off my meds, nor should you worry about my mental state. My apologies if I’ve made you feel uncomfortable. There are far too many people around so I can’t scream at the top of my lungs like I want to do right about now. In normative social circles I am not considered to be cool enough to be lumped in with the normative. So I make people uncomfortable. I’m the person people comment on when I’m an earshot away. And moreover I’m the one people never think about after my departure. I’m something that you flush. I’ve Never given much thought about how this makes me feel. I realized I’ve grown accustomed to a manner of living that was never supposed to be.

That’s all for now. Can’t turn this page yet, I’ve got some work to do.