I promise

you have put me through hell and unjust torture in the past 45 days and today I came to make acquaintance with my saddest day so far.  

There is no way I will ever believe you or trust you ever again. I haven’t since the abuse first started.

I can see, you are cancer that carries one cure. Total eradication. Not a piece was left behind. I cannot live with that stress anymore. I cry not because I’m in love with you, my tears are in fear that I will have to say this for the first time and I don’t want to take it back.

I don’t want to be within your reach I don’t want you anymore, I haven’t, I feel sorry for you. And now that you’ve ruined your life. I am free,

Free from your torture and sadistic self-harm. I like cancer as mentioned above get to eradicate it. I don’t want you in my life. I am fantasizing about other people and where I held mad passion and desire for you I feel boredom and sideways head tilt pity. When you read this. I’ll be gone my number changed. I was serious when I warned you about her, I told you I’d be a ghost.

Now I am,

All the best in your same old ways and pathetic life,

Casper.