Category: #ocd
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Land mines set and detonated by my mom.
I think you forget how great you were. I was, much different than I am now. I took quite a beating. Things happened and I saw stuff that I can’t unsee. That stuff, it was life altering and no matter how much therapy and work I do on myself the nightmares still make their appearance…
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Three a.m.
I have my job to use as my escape when shit goes wrong. Mostly the stuff that goes wrong, has nothing to do with my job. I cannot cope with the everyday struggles of life. It’s ugly, my way of living is ugly. My job is a great scapegoat. I have an addiction to say…
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Arbitrary turn;
Any arbitrary turn along the way, I would be elsewhere. I would be different. They made the train tracks, through the steepest part of the Alps, before there was a train that could make the journey. They built them anyway. They knew, one day the train would come. I, have never felt as though the…
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And there in lies your problem:
It was different when you pretended I was dead. For the past 10 years, I tried with all my might to remind myself what a monster you are. I tell anyone who is interested in me long enough to ask, “why are you so fucked up, what happened to you?” I was thrown away so…
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It’s been a minute;
For better or worse, when I get distracted by something shiny, I quickly lose my way. The same goes for my writing. Sometimes I can’t articulate all the things tumbling around in my brain because there’s just too many. When the obsessive and intrusive thoughts start, you try to pretend they’re not there. You try…
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And there in lies your problems:
**The Final Blow** For the past ten years, I have tried with all my might to remind myself what a monster you are. I tell anyone who is interested in me long enough to ask, “Why are you so messed up? What happened to you?” I was thrown away so long ago that…
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My light, and never ending struggle with a dark tunnel.
In the tapestry of life, where threads fray and tangle, there stands a beacon of strength, unwavering and angle. A survivor, a warrior, with scars etched in grace, My best friend—the hero of her own space. Through tempests and trials, she has weathered the storm, her heart, a lighthouse guiding ships to safe harbor’s form.…
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Attorney Allies
Attorney Allies — Read on attorneyallies.com/ I wrote the book, after I screwed everything up. I fixed it. I wish there was a service like this when I was going through my Family Law Hell. http://www.attorneyallies.com
I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound. 