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Please understand, It took years for me to get this fucked up. I wish everyone success in getting help. Mental illness does not discriminate. I’m here to start a conversation. The subject matter I write about in my Blog is based upon personal life journeys that led me to offer insight to those who suffer…
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My favorite writer.
“No light goes out until it goes out. Let’s fight as men, not rats. Period.” Charles Bukowski
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It’s still there.
You cannot see a broken spirit even though it’s there. 1875 days On average a woman in the United States will cry 30 to 67 times per year I have cried; 1875 days That is five years 2,700,000 hours I am stuck in 2015 and I cannot get off the bathroom floor. I’m so sorry…
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I am embarrassed to admit; “I WAS NOT OK.”
When I finally had an abnormally lucid afternoon. I looked in the mirror and saw myself for the first time in my life. I confessed to my therapist that evening I had been pulling my hair and I showed her what I had done to myself. I was so caught up in my spiderweb, I…
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Something you flush;
Being, not even good enough to be called “human being.” To everyone; like an asshole. There in lies a truly meaningless but life altering opinion. You’re nothing but a drug test. Something expelled and flushed. After all, in your catastrophic irrelevant life altering opinions. I am just like my urine. Nothing of value to anyone.…
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Half past four.
I’ve yet to identify “this”; Whatever has taken over. It’s officially set up shop. Where profound grief was held, I have held for far too long and. Debilitating, Consuming; Grief. The heinous kind that makes you frail and weak. He assumed I am broken beyond repair. Just the other day, The other day at half-past…
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“Quiet or I’ll kill you.” And he really meant that..
I guess on the inside of me I was angry because I couldn’t understand what I had done wrong, what I did that made me hurt you or maybe made you hate me so much. Then I remember you went to counseling with me once, I had stolen your pills all of them every single…
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I am safe, you are always safe;
We go back and forth, Constantly sizing me up. His opinion is just that, an opinion. He is no one, he’s nothing. The battles are over it’s time to finish this war. If you’re going to try something go all the way. Otherwise don’t even start. Bukowski
I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound. 