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Just like that
I’ve had a day and I learned more lessons on subject matter that I thought I possessed a doctorate in. Sometimes I wonder about myself. And I get distracted by something shiny, and just like that. I’ve lost my way. I surprised myself, I felt something today. It was a familiar feeling. I was sad,…
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One word.
What is one word that describes you? Tenacious.
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The shot no one can hear.
That was the moment, Right there, the final gunshot. No one else could hear. Only me. My reaction hasn’t been. I like usual put that pain in a huge compartment and tried with all my might to shove it as far back in our dysfunctional closet as possible. I could never make it disappear it…
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Occasionally I wonder;
I’ve had a day and I learned more lessons on subject matter that I thought I possessed a doctorate in. Sometimes I wonder about myself. And I get distracted by something shiny, and just like that. I’ve lost my way. I surprised myself, I felt something today. It was a familiar feeling. I was sad,…
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Sorry.
I still, and I will never stop.Days the cinder blocks earnestly pull me back,I will drop to my knees.But I will not stop.My dearest son,I will crawl, digging my fingernails, into the earth.I will be exhaustedI may bleedI may cryBut my tears aren’t from my agonyBroken skinFor my dearest son,I am already in pain,I don’t…
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That moment, I finally saw it.
That moment when you know it will never feel or be the same again. That moment you can actually feel your heart break. That moment when you look into cold dead eyes and realize everything wasn’t real. That moment you are thrown away and you actually realize it. Everyone else has seen it for months,…
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Kills me
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I promise.
I promise you have put me through hell and unjust torture in the past 45 days and today I came to make acquaintance with my saddest day so far. There is no way I will ever believe you or trust you ever again. I haven’t since the abuse first started. I can see, you…
I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound.
She held her breath and jumped. My personal blog.
I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound. 