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Occasionally I wonder;
I’ve had a day and I learned more lessons on subject matter that I thought I possessed a doctorate in. Sometimes I wonder about myself. And I get distracted by something shiny, and just like that. I’ve lost my way. I surprised myself, I felt something today. It was a familiar feeling. I was sad,…
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Sorry.
I still, and I will never stop.Days the cinder blocks earnestly pull me back,I will drop to my knees.But I will not stop.My dearest son,I will crawl, digging my fingernails, into the earth.I will be exhaustedI may bleedI may cryBut my tears aren’t from my agonyBroken skinFor my dearest son,I am already in pain,I don’t…
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That moment, I finally saw it.
That moment when you know it will never feel or be the same again. That moment you can actually feel your heart break. That moment when you look into cold dead eyes and realize everything wasn’t real. That moment you are thrown away and you actually realize it. Everyone else has seen it for months,…
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I promise.
I promise you have put me through hell and unjust torture in the past 45 days and today I came to make acquaintance with my saddest day so far. There is no way I will ever believe you or trust you ever again. I haven’t since the abuse first started. I can see, you…
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And the title goes to, third runner up;
I’ve seen the way he touches her. I’ve seen the video. Pictures, hell, in real life I’ve seen it b. He calls me crazy but I know what I cannot unsee. He touches them. He doesn’t feign interest, he goes all out. Close enough so he can smell their breath after he eats their pussy. …
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To whom it may, or may not concern.
Please excuse Joslynn from today. Possibly yesterday as well. I wasn’t there to see if she needed an excuse yesterday. But as history has been repeating itself. She’ll probably need a few from last week as well. This is the doctor, my name is of little importance, seemingly just like hers. More than likely no…
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A little less pain.
I am not asking for happiness, all I am looking for is a little less pain. You will never know how strong you are, until you have to forgive someone who isn’t sorry.
I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound.
She held her breath and jumped. My personal blog.
I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound. 