I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound.

Wait a minute, I just figured it out. I thought I knew, hell, at one point, I thought I was. But more often than not, wait a minute , actually that’s a lie. Let’s not mince words. I never have. I claimed and said and convinced whole or half-heartedly proclaimed. Most embarrassing things come in…

A joyous revelation, I see him now. An old man. Today I saw a little old man. I’m going to tell you about the joys and astonishing first hand experience of dreading the time your eyes grow heavy, becoming tired. And your body being forced to sleep. And you know you’ll wake up again, with…

I built a greenhouse today It, unlike me hasn’t fallen apart yet It remains, like me empty I’ve nothing to fill it yet Like me But I built myself a greenhouse That seems to be a promise A beginning There will be a tomorrow.

To whom it may concern, Today, (August 17, 2019) Saturday evening. A not so subtle sucker punch came in from the right. As sucker punches usually present themselves it Seemingly it came without provocation. That sucker punch didn’t stick around long enough so I could say, “thank you.” Before the aforementioned I was lost aimlessly…

My Dearest Annie, I have a hell of a story behind all my comeuppance as of late. I figure a person can not know what real pain is until they’ve felt desperate. You know the kind desperation that will alter you. For better or worse it’s something that changes you. Desperation reveals itself in many…

We attempted to grow up. We lived in the same house, shared the same bed when Gary moved Mark in. I used to wonder how 2 people, you and me. Summed up as yin and yang. That’s how it looks anyway, the candy coated shell, the 8/10 glossy.You have your 9to5 persona, 5 days a…