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Somethings are better left, said.
How does a mother recover after someone takes her child? There aren’t any books on the proper normative response to such a wicked thing.. his dad did me dirty, had really great lawyers, and hated me more than he loves my beloved son. Everyone knows the saying “what goes around comes round.” Karma has worked…
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Family Tradition;
What traditions have you not kept that your parents had? I am sitting and thinking very hard about this question, my inner stream of consciousness is rambling with questions.. “Christmas, nope none of those, we did Thanksgiving one time, birthdays were always BIG BOAT WEEKENDS due to it falling on Labor Day. Do I have…
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Time of death,
That was the moment, Right there, the final gunshot. No one else could hear. Only me. My reaction hasn’t been. I like usual put that pain in a huge compartment and tried with all my might to shove it as far back in our dysfunctional closet as possible. I could never make it disappear it…
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My counter question..
How would you describe yourself to someone? Are you seeking the perfect “8/10 glossy” the masses always preferred? Or the real human, the one in exile for becoming who she was truly meant to be. I like that personality best, when I am my most authentic, that woman doesn’t have to remember a thing.. that…
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The spot he is ok.
If you won two free plane tickets, where would you go? To the place he will be ok, have they invented that airport yet? You know, that airport. The one you plan a vacation for a miracle. The airport where the words prognosis, diagnosis, and getting your affairs in order aren’t part of any language…
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SURVEY SAYS!?
Goodness is what I used to hold this frail coupling together. It was the kindness and goodwill you willingly gave me, you seemingly were on my side and proud even when I was wrong. My willingness to forgive your preconceived notions about me, put together the flaws I loved. And proved it to you through…
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Seeing Taillights;
It’s not for a lack of trying, and I’m not trying too hard either. When I try for something, I go all out, no matter how dysfunctional, if my mind is set. Believe me it will in one way or another happen. I have learned my way of loving, no matter who the victim or…

