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That’s unnecessarily complicated;
If humans had taglines, what would yours be? “Have you seen my glasses?”
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The adversary.
I was thinking about all the opportunities in life I had to be something more. But I was always scared, and now I have my son in my life because of you. And I get to spend my birthday with him, because of you. It just hit me that if I don’t man up and…
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Now
In the quiet of the night, I crave a few more hours before dawn, Lost in the twilight hues, a reminder of what was once drawn So close, within the confines of a beating heart. That heart, once a lifeline, now parts With each beat, a little more life than before. It aches, a delayed…
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When I was a little kid:
On my birthday, my wish was to have a family. Nothing perfect, I never wished for anything like money, or shoes, all I ever wanted was a place that I belonged. It’ll be two years in November, my wishes became reality. My best friend makes up all the members of my family that I wished…
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Billions of little pieces.
One year and what seems like a lifetime ago. I am not the same. 2023 there was a shift, with that shift I have found the conclusion to this book. The the final chapter was written. For that I’m blessed. My axis was bent, in the other direction and for the first time in my…
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Be quiet,
When you get envious of what I have, remember. I am of what you have. I have nice stuff, that’s only because there’s no life in my house, every other weekend life comes to visit and closes his bedroom door. So I buy him stuff. It makes him open the door for a little while…
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Well, kinda..
Most of the crow I’ve choked down has been cold, and long past expiration. I believe people do have the capacity to change. I was the star in my own dysfunctional movie. Groundhog Day, over and over. Expecting different results from grandfathered ways of living. On that day, the pain, I cannot articulate, the pain.…
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Disclaimer: I do not lend myself to this lifestyle anymore. To each their own, but this chapter has long since been closed.
For what it’s worth… “As little-mac sees it:” All or nothing? A submissive opinion. 50/50 Vs. 100/100 June 25, 2016 There are plenty of questions about my choice to live 24/7 in my D/s dynamic. Is it healthy? Aren’t you embarrassed? Is my decision to be in service, 24/7, in whatever capacity Master deems…
