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Halloween Virgin;
It’s something. I guess, a person like me should be happy with anything. After all, I have been and believed I was, something you flush. I love my son, I wasn’t allowed to see him for 6 years because I have a mental illness. OCD. And in some family courts, the bad guys do win.…
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A tad resentful;
Hating you takes up way too much of my time. The best revenge is massive success.. Frank Sinatra
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I just had to tell you;
You just had to tell me what? I just wanted to tell you I was thinking about you. 😃 My mother I find it hard to believe. Because, you didn’t think about me when I was freezing you offered no sweater, I was drowning and you stepped on my head. When you received confirmation I…
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Towels
Truth is, since the day I got sober I have never thought about drinking or overusing my medication. I was very sick for a very long time. I self medicated. I’m mentally ill, tbh I thought everyone felt like I did. Smiling in front of people and no one knows there’s gunfire going off in…
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Desperate shades.
I have a hell of a story behind all my comeuppance as of late. I figure a person cannot know what real pain is, and in most cases, love, until they’ve felt desperate. You know the kind desperation that will alter you. For better or worse it’s something that changes you. I think when a…
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She showed up one night in November;
“She’s my person. If I murdered someone, she’s the person I’d call to help me drag the corpse across the living room floor. She’s my person”. I was dead I thought, I was for sure I’d flatlined. A few simple words that saved my life. “Get in the car, You’re leaving.” She is the reason…
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Relationship Recovery;
AND IF YOU’VE NEVER FELT YOUR SOUL BEING TORN APART, YOU’VE NEVER LOVED ANYONE WITH YOUR WHOLE HEART. And just like that, I lost my way.
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Lucid moments..
I have these lucid moments and they scare me. Because when I’m lucid that’s when I see my potential and I feel it in my body but I know the feeling is fleeting because I will get sucked in, the pull of my back pants pockets and the pop into my world of dissociation. I…
I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound.
She held her breath and jumped. My personal blog.
I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound. 