Category: #ocd
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To whom it may, or may not concern.
Please excuse Joslynn from today. Possibly yesterday as well. I wasn’t there to see if she needed an excuse yesterday. But as history has been repeating itself. She’ll probably need a few from last week…
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A little less pain.
I am not asking for happiness, all I am looking for is a little less pain. You will never know how strong you are, until you have to forgive someone who isn’t sorry.
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Trying a different costume;
It’s something. I guess, a person like me should be happy with. I should be happy with and grateful. For the opportunity to eat their shit sandwich. It’s something. After all, I have been told…
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Each Day.
My recovery works better when I utilize, not analyze.Today I look beyond the immediate moment of satisfaction and decide what is good for me in the larger picture of my life. Today I have faith…
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Survey Says?
Survey Says! You are hallucinating, still. I say, “maybe if I talk to him about it again, cry or ignore it, it’ll all be fine.” My pragmatic remarks: “You don’t do that anymore, and I…
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Red licorice
I happened upon his doorstep, in late June of 2015. In hindsight, I can see Mr. Esq was the person that was supposed to reign me in, Gary’s way to control by proxy. Mr. Esq.…
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Spinach.
www.linkedin.com/posts/joslynn-smathers-870727110_nami-mentalhealthawareness-halfpastfour-activity-6930433506388979712-DfQL
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The dysfunctional saga continues.
When I found you, I found my new universe in your arms. I found my perfect partner in you. I found love, affection, and protection in you. I found possessiveness, madness, passion, and insanity in…
