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Burn the boats.
If you want to take an island, you must burn the boats. It’s time to Rip the rear view mirror off. She was fierce She was strong She wasn’t simple She was crazy And Sometimes she barely slept She always had something to say She had flaws and that was ok And when she was…
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Even the word “Hopeless,” isn’t void of the word “Hope.”
I heard someone say that the statement I adorn this post with as my title, After today, really, after the past 5 years and the 35 previous to that. I am embarrassed to say, I think whoever started the aforementioned Shit about Hope. Is a liar. More than likely, as the “self proclaimed affirmation Queen.”…
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These are my silent words screaming out loud.
I’ve yet to identify “this”;whatever has taken over.It’s officially set up shop.Where the profound grief was held,held for far too long.Debilitating,Consuming;Grief. the heinous kind that makes you frail and weak.It was assumed I was Seemingly broken beyond repair.The other day at half-past four.The frail was gracious enough to take the subtle hints, and leave on…
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Sometimes I wonder about myself.
I’ve had a day and I learned more lessons on subject matter that I thought I possessed a doctorate’s in. Sometimes I wonder about myself. And I get distracted by something shiny, and just like that. I’ve lost my way. I surprised myself, I felt something today. It was a familiar feeling. I was sad,…
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Yet against all odds and logic, we still hope.
Today I taught my son how to do something. And I felt something inside I’ve not felt in 5 years. Alive, not the almost dead, barely holding on, crash team pounding on your chest alive. I thought all my chances to make him love me and maybe leave a ripple in his soul were stolen.…
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Arbitrary Turn
Any arbitrary turn along the way, I would be elsewhere. I would be different. They made the train tracks, through the steepest part of the Alps, before there was a train that could make the journey. They built them anyway. They knew, one day the train would come. I have never felt as though the…
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Wait a minute, I found it.
Wait a minute, I just figured it out. I thought I knew, hell, at one point, I thought I was. But more often than not, wait a minute , actually that’s a lie. Let’s not mince words. I never have. I claimed and said and convinced whole or half-heartedly proclaimed. Most embarrassing things come in…
I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound.
She held her breath and jumped. My personal blog.
I am AnxietyGirl; leaping to the worst possible conclusion in a single bound. 